have been getting more heavily involved in attack on titan fandom on tumblr, it's all good and fun, there's some cosplay/rp stuff involved, no big deal

exchange skypes with a few people who i've been interacting with more

see one of them calls themself "alphie"

this rings a bell

two days later and they've tmi'd about shipping and kinks at me and come to me super drunk and crying about how they just realized that they're ftm, not genderfluid

like a day after i mention being ftm

i finally decide to check wankgate b/c they're setting off warning bells now

it's that alphie

i've talked to them about fanfic and shared my stupid ocs that i'm too embarrassed to talk about to anybody else and comforted them during a crisis and i might be in too far

guys please help i need an exit strategy i'm freaking out over here