man, I know I'm in the complete minority here but I hate spilling my guts on anyone other than my mom or dad. it reduces me to my bare bones, most vulnerable sides and that's personal and not for most of you RP-made acquaintances, sorry.
but the once or twice times it happened on plurk, and i started rambling and getting emotional and broke down without thinking about it like a dumb fuck? and people gave me helpful advice for it? I thanked them, and I still thank them for encouraging to keep my chin up and take care of business. they helped motivate me to do better because they supported me. they are good people and I'm glad to know such kind hearted and supportive individuals.
it fucking infuriates me when I try to return that favor for other whiners and they just spit it back in my face, and make every excuse under the sun why ~that wouldn't work~ or just don't even respond at all. how can you take your own humility for granted like that? I just don't fucking understand.
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but the once or twice times it happened on plurk, and i started rambling and getting emotional and broke down without thinking about it like a dumb fuck? and people gave me helpful advice for it? I thanked them, and I still thank them for encouraging to keep my chin up and take care of business. they helped motivate me to do better because they supported me. they are good people and I'm glad to know such kind hearted and supportive individuals.
it fucking infuriates me when I try to return that favor for other whiners and they just spit it back in my face, and make every excuse under the sun why ~that wouldn't work~ or just don't even respond at all. how can you take your own humility for granted like that? I just don't fucking understand.