-I did this thing. I am genuinely very sorry about it and feel terrible and want to become a better person. -I still have not fully grasped what I did and am still rationalizing ways at which it is in some universe not my fault, or at least not entirely. -This is creating a really weird fucking mess of somewhat-apology where I half want to take responsibility and own up to it and simultaneously want people to tell me i'm a good person and hug me -?????
Like it's just so disconnected to read. I DID THIS REALLY SHITTY THING I TAKE FULL RESPONSIBILITY I'M SORRY but seriously I'm not actually THAT bad
Like I kind of have weird sympathy for him now? Not in the ohhh poor babyyyy sense, in the jesus dude actually get this professionally sorted out sense
Re: tw for rape
-I did this thing. I am genuinely very sorry about it and feel terrible and want to become a better person.
-I still have not fully grasped what I did and am still rationalizing ways at which it is in some universe not my fault, or at least not entirely.
-This is creating a really weird fucking mess of somewhat-apology where I half want to take responsibility and own up to it and simultaneously want people to tell me i'm a good person and hug me
-?????
Like it's just so disconnected to read. I DID THIS REALLY SHITTY THING I TAKE FULL RESPONSIBILITY I'M SORRY but seriously I'm not actually THAT bad
Like I kind of have weird sympathy for him now? Not in the ohhh poor babyyyy sense, in the jesus dude actually get this professionally sorted out sense