i am not on their private plurk. they gave me enough time to see it but not gather my thoughts. they have done similar stuff in the past when i was having a tough time irl and not in the headspace for it.

originally there was a third party and i would not be against that. i know what i did wrong. it's both that and the latter tbh. moreso the fact that all of my words got twisted out of context for, i don't know, attention and sympathy for them?