size h, more like size holy shit! that made me wince for you, anon. :( most places don't carry bras beyond size d, and it's so awful when you're poor because at that point you need to special order, and that shit is expensive.

i don't think people take into consideration that boobs are just blobs of fat that weighs like shit, so you're actually walking around with something that weighs as heavy as a watermelon on your chest. having that constant weight hanging in front of you without proper support is a kind of pain i don't wish on anyone, unless they're stupid enough to get surgery for it.

c cup was what i went down to. best thing was being able to not have to wear a bra when i am home, and not dealing with so much pain from the deep grooves in my shoulders anymore. but there are times where i wish i had gone down to a b. my tits have always been numb so i get literally no pleasure out of having them in any way.