i'm sorry you went through that. at this point if i did anything to approach them i feel as if i would be ignoring their wishes. i think that it is impossible to prove that to them because they want nothing to do with me and frankly, i don't blame them. i don't want to put them on the spot to hear an apology they might not be ready for. i won't say i never will but i don't want to make things worse.

i do hope you get your apology anon and that you can start to heal.