In short: move the fuck on and do better, and maybe people will give you a chance.
a wanker needs to show they have changed, and no this does not mean they are entitled to second chances to 'show they've changed'. If no one you've harmed in the past wants to deal with you again, you need to go elsewhere and prove you can do better. whether that's bakerstreet or a new game or just taking a break from rp, you cannot force people to 'forgive' you and play with you again.
And no, this doesn't mean lying, deceiving and hiding things like gsai does. That's fucking disrespectful and will only show you've learned nothing. 'People will be upset if they know I am involved with X, so I will hide it' just means you're looking down on others.
What you need is an honest effort, with your name attached, without harming or disrespecting anyone. Do not force people to interact with you. Yes it might suck and people will be wary, but you need to actually own up to your shit and admit you did wrong. No one is entitled to forgiveness, so accept that.
If you can't absorb that last portion, you're screwed from the get go and not just in RP.
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a wanker needs to show they have changed, and no this does not mean they are entitled to second chances to 'show they've changed'. If no one you've harmed in the past wants to deal with you again, you need to go elsewhere and prove you can do better. whether that's bakerstreet or a new game or just taking a break from rp, you cannot force people to 'forgive' you and play with you again.
And no, this doesn't mean lying, deceiving and hiding things like gsai does. That's fucking disrespectful and will only show you've learned nothing. 'People will be upset if they know I am involved with X, so I will hide it' just means you're looking down on others.
What you need is an honest effort, with your name attached, without harming or disrespecting anyone. Do not force people to interact with you. Yes it might suck and people will be wary, but you need to actually own up to your shit and admit you did wrong. No one is entitled to forgiveness, so accept that.
If you can't absorb that last portion, you're screwed from the get go and not just in RP.