i hate how transactional friendships can be on dw. i cant even count how many times people acted like my best friend until i stopped rping with them. then im suddenly not important anymore and even if we were talking every day they usually stop right then and there and give short, uninterested replies when i try to talk to them.

maybe i just suck and am only fun when i tag though, idk. but it still sucks to put months or even years into a relationship that only lasts as long as i can give them tags. i feel like ive wasted so much time trying to befriend people who see me as a fun dispenser only