...I feel stupid but I actually needed to hear this sort of thing today because the last several weeks have been nothing but hell for me and it all kind of came to a head last night
after spending three fucking hours crying into the phone on a suicide crisis line and coming on here to blow off what's left of my remaining steam over stupid fandom shit, this was really unexpected
so in keeping with the spirit of WG I hate that you've made me cry like a fucking baby for the second time today
Anon, I want to personally thank you for calling that suicide crisis hotline, because that would have been a loss that no one could ever replace and I would have never gotten to talk to you. I don't know what drove you to that brink but I hope you never, ever find yourself there again.
I'm glad you're here to hear my message, and I'm glad it helped so much. I mean every word of it to everyone here. I may not know you personally, but I know you're important and you've lived a life that no one else has lived, and those experiences amount to a person who's important, special and unique. No matter what you think of yourself or how far down you think you've fallen, you as an individual have the power to help so many people. Think of what my one anon comment did for you. You can pass that gesture onto everyone else you meet, if you chose to, and help someone else the way I helped you.
There will always be anon hate on the internet, but that doesn't negate the wonders that a little anon love can do.
I won't go into too much detail because WG is not my personal hugbox, but my life's at a point where any "getting better" from here out is only going to be temporary. But I do have that same belief system where everyone can impact the world as long as they're in it, and I'm going to keep doing so for as long as I can, so yeah.
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(Anonymous) 2013-04-08 01:08 am (UTC)(link)after spending three fucking hours crying into the phone on a suicide crisis line and coming on here to blow off what's left of my remaining steam over stupid fandom shit, this was really unexpected
so in keeping with the spirit of WG I hate that you've made me cry like a fucking baby for the second time today
no but really thank you
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(Anonymous) 2013-04-08 02:26 am (UTC)(link)I'm glad you're here to hear my message, and I'm glad it helped so much. I mean every word of it to everyone here. I may not know you personally, but I know you're important and you've lived a life that no one else has lived, and those experiences amount to a person who's important, special and unique. No matter what you think of yourself or how far down you think you've fallen, you as an individual have the power to help so many people. Think of what my one anon comment did for you. You can pass that gesture onto everyone else you meet, if you chose to, and help someone else the way I helped you.
There will always be anon hate on the internet, but that doesn't negate the wonders that a little anon love can do.
ayrt
(Anonymous) 2013-04-08 07:49 am (UTC)(link)no subject
(Anonymous) 2013-04-08 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)*massive amounts of anon-hugs!*
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(Anonymous) 2013-04-08 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)