aaaawww, thank you anon!! and what you & the other anons have to say is true and i will not dispute it; it's something i have wrestled with and know a lot of other loyalist players have said they wrestle with. but i hang on to the fact even though that's what my brain is doing when i'm in isolation ("oh no everyone is trying to chew me to death!"), when i talk to other people in the game they are generally really positive and kind about it.