Fwiw I was expecting my response to be ignored or met with defensiveness, but your openness and willing to look back and reflect is way more mature than what I recently saw a person in your shoes react with. Honestly it’s more mature than a lot of what I see in dwrp these days. Like I said in my first comment, I’m pretty jaded about the social part of this hobby. But I will still say that you seem like you’d already handle this differently now than you did in the moment and that’s good. I’m not trying to be condescending though it probably still comes off that way, but no, I’m genuinely impressed.