omg anon, i feel for you. i'm cis but can't imagine being transmasc and stuck with an i cup.

as someone who's had the surgery, if you can afford it or get insurance to cover it, i highly recommend it. for me it was the "happiest" surgery i could ever ask for. after a 2 week recovery on narcotic painkillers, i felt immediate improvement and comfort. it's literal weight off your chest! to top it off, the scars are kind of cool.

if you have any worries about the surgery and that's why you're unsure, i can go into more detail on my personal experience.